Ok, so my last entry was on what... february? My scaner broke and I can't get a decent picture of a drawing I made. So that means no more updates. I'm seriously considering shutting down this account, but I guess I won't. You never know when you are going to need to have an account on every site on internet.

Anyways, just to post something beside the "meme" I stole from I'm going to give you some head-ups about my life:

I'm lost. Simple. I'm nobody. I feel like the person I used to be is no longer here. Empty body. I used to say that it was because I needed a boyfriend, someone to care over me. In the past year I have had 2 opportunities of having a bf. But what happens? I freak out. Seriously, I freak out. And as sudden as that, I no longer want a bf. So I'm fucked up. Because I don't know what do I want from life.

Oh and I lost 2 courses on uni. Just because of all this "lossing my identity".

*sigh*

Soo yeah. This may not be that bad but in my angsty still-teen world it is. It sucks to feel this way.

And now the bright part of the journal! The little game!

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Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: After few hours of travelling Beatriz needs to pee, but the bus driver is denying her to get off, and Beatriz is forced to wet her clothes. ...
(F*ck you bus driver!!!)


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: She looks like a deer in headlights.
(hey! this was my status on hi5 a couple of weeks ago!)


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Beatriz says: que dia señor
(oh, now that was deep!)


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Who Beatriz wants to meet, A man that can be a lover and a friend.
(I see now. This is the answer for all my angst at the beginning of this journal)


Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Beatriz does not receive a prompt response to her request, she has instructed Ms. Rodriguez Cala to initiate the necessary steps ...
(... and kill you all)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Beatriz hates Alcides and she was happy to see this guy so it can't be Alcides but Hugo is dead and buried so it can't be him. ...
(so it can't be who?)


Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Beatriz asks suddenly. I freeze. Her tone is almost accusatory, as if she can see right through my ribcage to this atheistic heart. ...
(From all the weird things I have read so far about me, I like this the most)


Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Finally, Pedro tells Beatriz and his own wife, Juana, what he knows, and Beatriz goes to tell her sons, Juan Pablo, 13, Javier, 10, and Salvador, 5, ...
(Apparently Beatriz is a nice name for Mexican dramas...)


Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: In comparison Beatriz likes the fact that languages are readily available in this country for everyone to learn.
(ehm.. right, why not)


Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: Beatriz eats as many hot dogs as you


Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: Beatriz wears pink fleece polyester jacket


Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Cuban dissident leader Marta Beatriz Roque and more than a dozen other activists were arrested in a new crackdown on the Cuban opposition by ...


Oh and I found the results of another Beatriz on deviantart. Nice~! ()