Ok, so my last entry was on what... february? My scaner broke and I can't get a decent picture of a drawing I made. So that means no more updates. I'm seriously considering shutting down this account, but I guess I won't. You never know when you are going to need to have an account on every site on internet.

Anyways, just to post something beside the "meme" I stole from I'm going to give you some head-ups about my life:

I'm lost. Simple. I'm nobody. I feel like the person I used to be is no longer here. Empty body. I used to say that it was because I needed a boyfriend, someone to care over me. In the past year I have had 2 opportunities of having a bf. But what happens? I freak out. Seriously, I freak out. And as sudden as that, I no longer want a bf. So I'm fucked up. Because I don't know what do I want from life.

Oh and I lost 2 courses on uni. Just because of all this "lossing my identity".

*sigh*

Soo yeah. This may not be that bad but in my angsty still-teen world it is. It sucks to feel this way.

And now the bright part of the journal! The little game!

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Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: After few hours of travelling Beatriz needs to pee, but the bus driver is denying her to get off, and Beatriz is forced to wet her clothes. ...
(F*ck you bus driver!!!)


Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: She looks like a deer in headlights.
(hey! this was my status on hi5 a couple of weeks ago!)


Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: Beatriz says: que dia señor
(oh, now that was deep!)


Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: Who Beatriz wants to meet, A man that can be a lover and a friend.
(I see now. This is the answer for all my angst at the beginning of this journal)


Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: Beatriz does not receive a prompt response to her request, she has instructed Ms. Rodriguez Cala to initiate the necessary steps ...
(... and kill you all)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: Beatriz hates Alcides and she was happy to see this guy so it can't be Alcides but Hugo is dead and buried so it can't be him. ...
(so it can't be who?)


Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: Beatriz asks suddenly. I freeze. Her tone is almost accusatory, as if she can see right through my ribcage to this atheistic heart. ...
(From all the weird things I have read so far about me, I like this the most)


Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: Finally, Pedro tells Beatriz and his own wife, Juana, what he knows, and Beatriz goes to tell her sons, Juan Pablo, 13, Javier, 10, and Salvador, 5, ...
(Apparently Beatriz is a nice name for Mexican dramas...)


Q: Type in "[your name] likes" in Google search:
A: In comparison Beatriz likes the fact that languages are readily available in this country for everyone to learn.
(ehm.. right, why not)


Q: Type in "[your name] eats" in Google search:
A: Beatriz eats as many hot dogs as you


Q: Type in "[your name] wears" in Google search:
A: Beatriz wears pink fleece polyester jacket


Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search:
A: Cuban dissident leader Marta Beatriz Roque and more than a dozen other activists were arrested in a new crackdown on the Cuban opposition by ...


Oh and I found the results of another Beatriz on deviantart. Nice~! ()

This one is thanks to (I don't know who she is. I just saw it there)

A - Available?: Yes.
A - Age: 18 (August 31th = 19 XD)
A - Annoyance: Stupid people.

B - Best Friends?: I don't believe in that. But there are a few really good friends.
B - Bar: Bar as in drinking? o_O
B - Birthday?: August 31th

C - Crush: A platonic crush on one of my classmates.
C - Car: None.
C - Cat: Yay for cats! and their ears!

D - Dead Pets Name: Dorado, Blanquita, Café (Omg, I have so much immagination!)
D - Dad's Name: Personal Info.
D - Dog: I don't have one

E - Easiest person to talk to: Andrea! <3
E - Eggs: French Toast?
E - Email: what's with the personal info?

F - Favorite color?: Green and black XD
F - Food: Italian.
F - Foreign Slang: English is foreign right? *Insert random slang here*

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: Sour Worms!
G - God: hi!
G - Good Times: Come around and go around.

H - Hair Color: Black! and proud of it
H - Height: 1,60 m
H - Happy: Why not?

I - Ice Cream: Chocochips! Or lemon snow.
I - Instrument: Ehmmm, my medicine instruments? Lol
I - Idol: A classmate. And . Yeah. You!

J - Jewelery: I always wear my earrings, and a bracelet.
J - Job: I don't have one!
J - Jokes: Just search

K - Kids: No thank you.
K - Karate: Taekwondo.
K - Kung Fu: Kung Fu Master XD (no)

L - Love: Mika <3
L - Longest Car Ride: Somewhere in Mexico
L - Lipstick or Chapstick: Lipstick

M - Milk Flavor: Strawberry!
M - Mothers Name: I won't give that kind of info DX
M - Movie Last Watched: One on Tv. But on cinema I watched "Hard Candy"

N - Number of Siblings: 2
N - Northern or Southern: In the middle?
N - Name: I can give out this: Beatriz XD

O - One Wish: To graduate from Uni.
O - One Phobia?: cockroaches
O - Otter Pop: LOL

P - Parents, are they married or divorced: Married.
P - Part of your appearence you like best?: Eyes. People often say that ^^
P - Part of your Personality you like best: All of it!

Q - Quick or Slow?: Quick! Jump!
Q - Queen or King?: Queens all the way. Maybe a prince. A handsome prince. And another handsome prince to have Yaoi. Yeah!

R - Reason to smile: <3
R - Reality TV Show: Girls of the playboy mansion!
R - Right or Left: Right.

S - Song Last Heard: Smile like you mean it - The Killers
S - Season: Fall
S - Series: Grey's Anatomy and Septieme Ciel- Belgique

T - Time you woke up: 9:30 am
T - Time Now: 12:47
T - Time for bed: like 2 am.

U - Unknown: fear it!
U - Unicorns: are you high?
U - You are?: and unicorn? That is what you want me to be? Lol.

V - Vegetable you hate: aubergine
V - Vegetable you love: carrots
V - View on Politics: bush sucks, end of story. (ditto on that)

W- Worst Habit: poking other people's faces. o_O
W- Where are you going to travel next: The magic wonderland of Trix's Reign.
W- What's up?: The roof. The roof. The roof is on fire! XD

X - X-Ray: X ray vision!
X - XYZ: 01233456789

Y - Year you were born: 1988
Y - Year it is now: 2007
Y - Yellow: Blue.

Z - Zoo Animal: Monkeys
Z - Zodiac: Virgo
Z - Zoolander?: LMAO

OK, it's been a while since I last draw. And I feel like I've lost all my 0,0000001% of practice. Whenever I want to draw the only thing I can think of is a stupid butterfly and a kind of witch. That freaking drawing appears ALWAYS. Even if I'm trying to make a simple bunny, I end up making that specific drawing. And I don't even like it anymore.

Soooooo, I decide I have to draw 3 different things. My first goal is a Yaoi/Shonen drawing. The other 2... I don't know yet. I'm open to hear opinions...

Have a nice day.

So anyway today is my birthday and we should all celebrate it. All the weekend is going to be considerated as "THE FABULOUS DAY THAT BEATRIZ WAS BORN" yeah.

Feel free to give candy to others, hug random people at the crowded streets downtown, do anything crazy, and then say "it's because of beatriz's birthday".
Everyone will understand.

Later people, remember to celebrate!!

Beatriz

Thank !! I was at youtube (as always) and I don't know why I came across a Gackt vs Ami Puffy oh.. yeah, whatever. A competition. And I was like, oh ok, since mikifuz likes him so much, why should I miss this chance to see him finally in live action? OMG, he is soooo hot! The next thing I know, I'm watching every single video of Gackt and looking for him in Google!! o_O

So anyway, the point of all this is...

Watch this: [link]

EDIT: I have my first and new postal of Gackt thanks to !!! Now I can actually see him every 5 seconds! *looks at postal*